|Deviant Login||Shop||Join deviantART for FREE||Take the Tour|
One life containedI know this life.
I know it's best, I know it's worst
and I am convinced.
I must be dreaming.
Despite the mistakes I have done
The wrongs I have committed
I can't believe, my friends still are there.
This can't be my life
This can't be real
I'm not this good,
I'm so much worse
Why am I here?
What am I supposed to do
All my mistakes
So much to fake
So much contained
this is my life, is it?
how can it be.
these people call me "friend" others call me "brother"
how can this be?
Did I create this?
Did I make this life?
How could this be?
My life couldn't be this good.
All these people
no, it couldn't be mine
it just can't.
so much to be ashamed for
so much to be sad about
so much to care for
too little to be glad about
All my mistakes
all considered fake
All my actions
Am I really here?
Am I dreaming?
If I'm just dreaming, please don't wake me
Please don't shake me
I don't want to leave this dream
These people that call me "friend"
these people that call me "brother"
Crown of ThornsShe wakes up with red staining her pillow
and the taste of blood like iron in her mouth
It stains her teeth and leaks from her lips, and as she
rinses her mouth out, she can’t help thinking that
it’s better than dirt and ashes
it feels like she’s wearing a noose
of broken promises and shattered glass
that tightens around her throat with every day that passes
She nails a smile to her face
and doesn't let herself think the word dying
Keep in Touch!
^Nyx-Valentine arrived in our community and started whipping everyone into a frenzy with her relentless desire to bring the Artistic Nude and Fetish galleries to the fore. 9 years later, and it's safe to say that Nyx is not only a leader as a photographer in these galleries, but she has also established herself as a much saught after model. ^... Read More