I know it's what you see
You see all sides of me
You see the animal within me
You see the part yearning to be free
Even when my life is a raging storm
I know you'll help me and keep me warm
Because it's you I've trusted time and again
And still, It feels like forever since then.
People like you are what the word needs
People that help and stop the wounds that bleed
A person someone can put their trust in and not be betrayed
Because It's you I trust, every day.
Just wait one moment
That's all I have
I'll give it to you
and fall right down
I'm screaming at night, screaming tonight,
lost, searching for you
denied, waiting for you
inside, hoping for you
because I, know I love you
tonight, after all we've been through
so I, know that you will
come by, and see it right through
and I, hope that you will
revive, so I can show you
what I am
Are we, destined to be
apart, knowing that our love
from the start, can't stay like it is
so far, I'm taking it now
too far, I know you said to stop
but it's hard, to know what you want
my heart, I'd give to you
if only I knew, that you felt the sa
Some people call you phoebe,
Others call you elvengirl,
but I call you cyber big sister,
the bright light in my world.
You bring me hope
you make me laugh
we talk together and make it last
I could ask for nothing else
you always help me so
I wish I could repay you back
In any way I know.
you've been there when I'm down
You've been there when I'm here
You've always helped my find my way
I always hold you dear
I call you big sister because that's how I care
you've even given me comfort, those times when I was scared
You might not have known it, but you helped more than you know
my sweet, sweet oneechan, I really love you so.
Kill me, Kill me, Kill me again!
Anything to stop this pain!
It flows like the waves on a beach
but hurts like a thousand knives aimed at me
I don't know wnat I've lost
But I know I'm not getting it back
It must have been precious
becuse this is eternal pain
Kill me!
Burn me!
Drown me!
Destroy me!
Deny me!
Why should you even look at me?
I've done something to you, haven't I?
Tell me what I've done!
Or throw me into the flames
So I may be consumed.
And this pain can finally end.
Never going back - What's her secret Ch.03 by sillytwitch, literature
Literature
Never going back - What's her secret Ch.03
The key to the door turned and a familiar click echoed inside the great room. Nathan took a deep breath and went for the door knob, opened it and entered. Once inside he took a look around. It was much more spacious than you'd think, looking at the house from the outside. He thought he'd be looking at an empty house, but to his surprise it was almost fully decorated. It looked somewhat old from the outside, but inside it looked like it was renovated yesterday. The hardwood beneath his feet he could almost see his own reflection, as if no one had ever lived there before. He paused for a moment, considering whether he should take off his shoes
has it really been 6+ months?
well. after deciding to return, even if just to lurk, a friend wanted me to clear my friends list (since there was 500+ names on it). and use this name. so I have returned.
maybe even to stay this time.
I come back after a few days, and suddently everything has decided to be a bit cash hungry and crazy?
oh now we have this "premium access" and...... oh no just stfu right now.
good god. I'm not paying anything because I don't feel any attachment to this site anymore.
good news: I got a job
Bad news: it's telemarketing.
but this is just something else. I know I haven't posted in a while, but still, coming abck to see this kinda makes me not want to post ever again.